Behind the Characters.
And The G-Poses
The current theme song of my life
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Hey there! I'm Broken_Exodus, You can call me Broken or whatever you happen to know me by. Socializing and roleplaying aren't my strong suits due to Social Anxiety, but I'm always open to making new friends.I'm really passionate about roleplaying and delving into the intricate details of each character I create. Developing their backstory and the lore surrounding them is one of my favorite parts of the creative process. However, I do struggle with main character syndrome at times. It's not because I want my character to be the center of attention, but rather because I deeply care about their journey and the story I've envisioned for them. I want to stay true to that vision, even if it means they might occasionally come across as Mary sues or overpowered. If that ever happens it is unintentional, I apologizeโit's just a reflection of my commitment to crafting a meaningful story.Additionally, while I'm not new to roleplaying, Been RPing for over 17+ years, Recently due to some mental health issues, I tend to get overwhelmed if more than one person is trying to roleplay with me at the same time (Group RP, RP-Clubs, RP-Guilds.. etc etc). If I'm slow to respond in one of those situations, its for a few reasons, One: because everyone is their own person and has their own desires for the roleplay. I don't want to interrupt the roleplay between everyone, so I would rather sit quietly and watch it play out like a movie, and Two: my social anxiety has gotten worse over the years and tends to flare up in situations where I have to keep track of multiple people, but that doesn't mean I don't enjoy being there and trying to interact, just give me some time and I'll talk your ears off.Oh and I also hope to craft a meaningful stories with other characters involved in my character's life as well! I would also love to get to know you, the person behind the RP characters, hopefully we mesh well!I'm usually available for roleplay whenever you see me online in whatever game you know me from, just shoot me a in game message, if I am busy or AFK I will get back to you as soon as possible and workout the when and where's, If I do miss you and end up not messaging back, shoot me another message the next time you see me on, I promise I am not ignoring you.My preferred RP style leans heavily towards slice of life, as I find it challenging to maintain cohesive storytelling in, in-game dungeons or PvP scenarios. However, I'm open to incorporating the outcomes of such events into our story or discussing them, example such as one character getting hurt and the other character saving them or we lost and got pushed back adding a dangerous element to our characters lore. Out of character, I'm not good at PvP game-modes, so the results of those are usually ignored in the RP. Now if it's just a roleplay fight, which is preferred, D20's or Coin Toss results are respected.Speaking of D20's outside of whatever game my character comes from, I enjoy expanding my character's stories through mini DnD-like sessions. I use D20s to come up with outcomes for these stories, which helps me progress their lore and development in a unique way.I am in my 30's at this point, but I may come off as mentally slow or that I have worse issues than I do because I tend to have a laid-back and non-serious approach to life to the point that I fail miserably at starting a conversation or if I do, I stop talking rather fast as I have 'NPC energy', basically, talk to me, I respond, otherwise I will be noticeably quite even if I started the conversation.Gaming is my passion, I love playing games and connecting with others, even though I might not be the best at the talking and interacting part.If you're interested in gaming together on other platforms, just reach out to me on the platform we're connected on, and I'll be happy to share my other gaming accounts, but that's usually reserved for if we've been friends for a while, though, I am looking forward to connecting with you regardless.As a bit of a side note; I prefer to keep RP things safe for work (SFW) and not delve into sexual NSFW topics unless we've known each other for quite some time, usually around a year. (There is of course exceptions to this and that is at my own discretion)
Hello!I decided it was a good Idea to write up a general Do and Don't list for all my characters since my way of RP may be different than yours.I don't want to cause issues. Like some of the stupid dumbasses in the final fantasy community, so I hope we mesh well and get along!However keep in mind some characters do have their own do's and don'ts pages so those override these where and when there is overlap!
Do's:RP Atmosphere:
RP interactions should maintain a safe for work (SFW) atmosphere, however as stated I am down for the naughty stuff If I have known you for a bit (about a year or so) and if it makes sense for my characters to be in said NSFW situation.Expect Coarse Language and Inappropriate Jokes:
I am and adult and don't shy away from language or shitty B tier Inappropriate jokes.Allow Time for Responses:
Most people are fast typers or talkers I Sadly don't share these traits. Be mindful of real-time typing differences.. it may look like I am doing nothing but I assure you I am typing out a response and changing it multiple times or probably looking up how to spell something out of frustration.
Don'ts:No Explicit NSFW Content:
Avoid engaging in explicit sexual NSFW (Not Safe for Work) content.ESPECIALLY nsfw Lalafell if from the FFXIV community.If the RP veers into such territory, I will likely just end the interaction and walk away or ignore the situation. (head pats, hugs, kisses and general loving stuff is fine but no going deep into sexual stuff unless I have known you for awhile and it has been discussed, There is of course exceptions to this and that is at my own discretion)No Forcing Death or Extreme Violence:
Keep the RP light-hearted-ish I dont care about violence, blood, gore etc etc, only Instances of forced death or extreme non consenting violence are not appropriate for the way I RP. (aka no "I walk up and kill the person/you" killing NPC's and Violent Tragic backstories? of course its allowed, shit, have you SEEN Gerret's backstory?)No Racial Slurs:
Avoid the use of racial slurs. Let's keep the RP environment respectful and inclusive. (I am still a tad shocked I had to put this after a single day of RP on Wind-Up)
Roleplaying is about Respect
๐๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ฌ๐ต๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ต๐ ๐ช ๐ต๐ธ๐ฝ ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ธ๐ถ๐ถ๐พ๐ท๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ ๐ญ๐ธ๐ฎ๐ผ๐ท'๐ฝ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฟ๐ฎ
I understand there are several things to avoid, including the now front and center massive one below this, with an included rant just to make me feel better, but hey don't worry it's literally just for when I am being interacted with in game it doesn't apply for when I am out of game, this has always been the case and is clearly stated, anyway things on this list (both do's and don'ts) will be added to over time, but beyond those, I'm open to a wide range of experiences. Whether it's long-term or short-term roleplay, energetic exchanges, or relaxed moments with tea and witty banter, I'm game for it all. Ultimately, I value your approach to roleplay, and I ask for the same respect in return. If you have any inquiries, don't hesitate to reach out to me in-game.
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No IRL Politics or Gender/LGBT Discussions:
Keep real-world politics and LGBT discussions out of the RP. In-game politics is, of course, fine, Your character is gay/trans/whatever? perfect all well and good I respect it, good for you, I shall honor it within RP, however I am just here to have fun and bring joy to people, I, when in game, DO NOT CARE about IRL stuff, I have no problems talking about IRL Politics or LGBT stuff out of game if I know you.Thank you FFXIV Community for recently proving my point so this gets its own little wall of text, This ^ somehow offended a few people, they were so offended that I dared want to just enjoy my escapism into a game I love and not want to talk about real life shit while I play, did you catch that, REAL LIFE SHIT, that they went and started harassing my FFXIV FC Lead making up bullshit lies about me being a homophobe saying slurs and the like, got me kicked out, later when the truth came to light since I record and screenshot almost every interaction due to shit like this in other games, and that every other person I interact with said otherwise, The leader came and apologized to me, told me who made the reports and asked me to come back but I declined.To those who know me and know I love everyone regardless of gender, race, creed, sexuality and political leaning, that I just want to game, get away from real life shit and just exist in a fantasy world, not giving a shit if you are gay/trans/whatever and just having fun, who show me the same respect I show them, I love you, thank you for being amazing.But to those who make this shit your entire identity that you can't just sit back and enjoy a videogame without dumping IRL shit into people's laps and making your IRL issues everyone else's problem, being ruinous to their enjoyment of the game. A message for you;I would love to extend some politeness, but 'off' is the general direction in which you should enthusiastically fuck. Kindly refrain from darkening my life with your presence ever again...
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You're still here? How dreadfully persistent of you. Let me be clearer: you are a walking embodiment of every virtue I utterly despise, while somehow managing to lack every vice I might actually admire. We should both aspire to be perfect strangers to one another, your absence would be a gift.I envy those fortunate souls who have never had the displeasure of meeting you, and my heart goes out to those who still endure your existence. The fact that I wasn't born with enough middle fingers to fully express my disdain is nothing short of a cosmic oversight.So, do me a massive favor and fuck off to a place far, far away, where your insufferable presence can no longer burden me or anyone else with the misfortune of knowing you. May you never trouble yourself to speak to me again, for your words are as welcome as a plague. Escort yourself promptly from my existence, and do not dare to consider another utterance. May reading this be the final insult you ever inflict upon my life.
Get Lost, Bye.